What I call is a good day is: Wait I don't have any. LOL

I have days where I make myself do what has to be done. I have days where I will do things with the boys but again, I have to make myself do it.
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I was just sitting here thinking how frustrating it is that I can't live a normal life like any other person. I am so stressed from dealing with things that come up that Bill would have taken care of.

I'm frustrated because I have this VNS in me messing with my voice and breathing but not doing a damn thing for my depression.

I forgot to take my Methadone so now I am in full blown pain.

I never know what day or date it is. I embarrass myself by doing things that make me look stupid.

My heels are hurting because I have been on my feet too much today. Don't know what is going on there.

I don't think I honestly have a good day. What I do is make the best out of the day that I can. That's like sitting on a granade while it goes off and trying to stay in one piece.

I don't have a day where I am not in pain somewhere due to all of the medical problems I have. My Dr. is always telling me to take them one day at a time. It's easier said then done. I know he's having major medical problems or I would give him heck for saying that to me.

If I'm not dealing with the RSD, then it's the depression, or TOS, or CFS, or IC, or stress, or suicidal thoughts, or too many more things to name.

I would say most anyone with the RSD or even the TOS are very likely not having many if any good days.

I gues what you could call a good day for me is if I wake up and find I'm still alive and that's if I feel like I want it.

So don't feel out of place girl because I'm right there with you.

Ada