I'm speechless. This is a rare occurrence...
I am a former ballet dancer [as you might guess by my avatar] and I do solemnly swear that it is NOT supposed to involve Mad Mums pouncing up and down and twirling unbendable bits. [you're supposed to do that to yourself, for Love Of Art! Ergo, in ballet masochism is OK, but sadism is not.]
About the ketamine pump... I will look in my unwieldy article database to see if there's anything... Speaking of my database; do you think I should just post my outsized RSD bibliography in the Resources section of Neurotalk RSD and let folks read through it (with Abstracts)? I keep fiddling with the Biblio trying to make it perfectly searchable with Index, Table of Contents, etc... but maybe I should just post it as is? it's rather excessive: about 900 medical/ scientific articles. but maybe perfection is the enemy of the good and i should just get it all out there to you?