lilyNYC,

What is the Texas diagnostics you mentioned ?

Try to keep in mind that with your current struggles, your job opportunity of a lifetime may have been for a past life. With the intolerance to stress that many of us have for a lifetime, the job of a lifetime is the one with low stress levels. I found that my job of a lifetime was one where I went home each day with the job completed, nothing hanging over my head for tomorrow. Then I just had the next day's job to look forward to. Short project jobs are not real common but they are worth the effort to find them.