My husband and I went to that convenience store on Saturday. We go there because we're both smokers- it's over the state line and cigarettes are much cheaper. He thought I should go in. I thought about it. I thought about what I would say to that (expletive) if she was there and stared at my neck like that again, but I passed.

On Sunday we hit our regular convenience store because I was out of k-cups. A girl swore at me by the registers because she said she was in line... she was nowhere near the registers lol... and I had NO problem telling her where to go, but I didn't swear or raise my voice. She turned pink.
I stood up for myself. I enjoy seeing flashes of the old me. I made myself laugh.

I got permission (lol) to stay up passed midnight to watch the football game. It was a good game. I was quiet because my husband was in bed, so all 3 cats were on the couch with me. I can't tell you how much I LOVE that. The drawback of watching football is it really makes me want a beer. I got a few of those, "It's only one" thoughts but thankfully the,"that's BS," thoughts are a lot stronger. I'm tired this morning.

I don't know how, but I've lost over 4lbs in the last week and I've been eating a lot of crap. I hope I'm not headed for another slide. I feel well, and I'm stable. My PCP has never been able to figure out why I have problems keeping weight on.