Jenna,
If you feel you have no support system it sounds like a good pain management theapist might be a good place to start. I started going in June and it helps. It's a pain to go, especially with all the other appointments we have, but it's worth it. If finances are a problem most communities offer free counseling services or services on a sliding scale. You sound very overwhelmed and are dealing with many different issues. Might be worth a try. ~mac

Bio,
I have binge watched so many series on Netflix. It is a way of escape and coping for me. Not much of a TV watcher before, but I don't know what I would have done without it. ~mac