Thanks so much everyone. Yea, I don't know what possessed me to tell my dad this. Well I do and probably a good counselor would help as well. I'm somewhat people pleasing and inwardly I think I wanted his stamp of approval. I'm married and mother of two for almost 16 years and still want a fatherly stamp of approval. That's not right. Don't worry though, I'm not going to speak anymore of my decisions about medical concerns to anyone else other than my spouse.

I think the first BIG decision is to accept and realize this is a valid medical condition. I've spent soooo long in denial about it. And I'm actually sad that a first available appt. wasn't available until the end of this month. I've got to pull out of this pit. I feel horrible!

Yes, stupid me stopped all medications at once so the motherly advice will have to pass onto someone else. It was very accurate though and I was whacked out for several months. Almost ruined our vacation last year sadly.

I look forward to posting and getting great info on this site.

Thanks Again Everyone,
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