Working Friday clearly made my husband's back much worse. He has had to crawl to the bathroom the last 2 nights, but is undecided as to whether or not he is going to work tomorrow?! He wants to see how he feels tomorrow morning... doesn't want to hear that it's going to make it worse in the short and long term... doesn't even want to hear about going to the doctor or ER even though it is not getting better on its own. He's clearly suffering, and he's being ridiculous, and I'm worried. I'm going to have to lose it on him over this and suffer the consequences- that's the only way he might get it.

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Thank you for those excellent suggestions, Mari! When I imagine what the class will be like, I think things will play out perfectly that way.

I am the mothering type, but I'm going to have to avoid that in favor of self preservation. They have people employed there specifically to provide support. I do not want to draw any unnecessary attention to myself.

My anxiety right now is focused on whether or not pdoc will sign off on me going. I think she might get on my case regarding anxiety or because I don't go to the therapist. I'm also worried about the time factor... I don't know when she's in the office next. When my last episode struck, she wasn't in the office until Wednesday...