Thank you Spike for the prayers and in return I will put you on my prayer list also and I wish your pain would go away.
I have been working but sitting box at the dice table so not doing much but watching my dealers and customers. Well last night I stood up and did my floor position (casino supervisor). It's hard to explain when people don't know about casinos. Well I made it about 5 hours and I had a lot going on. Markers to do, a player cheating, table limit situation with a high roller. ( if you need me to explain any of this I will [emoji4]. Let's just say I was extremely busy. I've been doing this for 21 years and I handle pressure well. But not last night. With all of this going on everything went crazy in my head. I couldn't think things got blurry. I couldn't remember anything it was like i was in another world. So I broke down and began crying and I went to the bathroom. I am now scared I won't be able to handle my job. I was also in extreme pain. I'm so glad I'm off today and tomorrow. To rest. Sorry to rant to y'all but I had to get this off my chest. I'm also glad that today is church
Thank you and God bless all of y'all.


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