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Originally Posted by Juliek72
Thank you Spike for the prayers and in return I will put you on my prayer list also and I wish your pain would go away.
I have been working but sitting box at the dice table so not doing much but watching my dealers and customers. Well last night I stood up and did my floor position (casino supervisor). It's hard to explain when people don't know about casinos. Well I made it about 5 hours and I had a lot going on. Markers to do, a player cheating, table limit situation with a high roller. ( if you need me to explain any of this I will [emoji4]. Let's just say I was extremely busy. I've been doing this for 21 years and I handle pressure well. But not last night. With all of this going on everything went crazy in my head. I couldn't think things got blurry. I couldn't remember anything it was like i was in another world. So I broke down and began crying and I went to the bathroom. I am now scared I won't be able to handle my job. I was also in extreme pain. I'm so glad I'm off today and tomorrow. To rest. Sorry to rant to y'all but I had to get this off my chest. I'm also glad that today is church
Thank you and God bless all of y'all.
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Oh no, you have absolutely no need to apologize for anything at all. PERIOD! You are one very courageous woman. You are doing a fantastic job at work! Keep it up, you are doing great! Hey, I just came up with an idea. Is it possible for you to journal what is going on at work, writing down just what you wrote here in order to keep a record of it. If you did, you'd be able to give that to your doctor, if you should have to go on disability due to your disease. Documentation was so very important, when I had to resign from the ministry. It took a nightmare of a situation and eased me into my current situation. I am so thankful that I had the doctor that I had at the time, she documented every little thing that happened. That way when SSI and my insurance companies had to determine if I was eligible for benefits, her informative records really helped me.
I commend you on how tough you are and how dedicated you are to your company. You are one fantastic Christian lady!
I'm praying
-Spike-