Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I am to receive today
The extra five mg increase in my morning intake
was the ticket
Now I have to knock it off
I this cookie painted a wall as I can only
push so much
Put up my mirrors in the dining room
Hung a couple of pictures
Last night after retiring and taking a shower
I got up and began painting the baseboards
It is what I love to do
I have a knack for design
Any and everyone who has entered my home
ALWAYS would I get a compliment on my design
There is a friend in the building I am helping her with the
desired look she wants
I hit the nail on its head
She loves it
A big mistake on my part
I would be lying if I said
I didn't know of the conquences
The other TRUELY AMASING THING IS
I can now push all my other intakes of Meds
at a later time
On a average it is push up three hours
Isn't this awesome
Now on the other hand
Corissa started the PILL to regulate her period
Not without fail
As she is ovulating and breaking out with a pimple
So am I
I CAN feel my body and its changes
AMAZING BUT TRUE
Father allow me to be the best I can
without hurting myself
We have found for now some relief
The fibromyalgia is still peering through
My inplants are causing the pain under my armpits
My I insurance does not want to pay for my sonogram
of my hollowed out chest
Can you imagine
This now is how I HAVE to have it done
Now I ask you
Father I cannot pay a penny towards my medical bills
What can I do
I have no blanking job or private insurance anymore
The government
Let me not cry it is sad this country deny my mammogram
as I am a cancer patient
Waiting to be deemed in remission
Father having my old friend over
was something else I needed
To be in the company of a man who enjoys
our time together
He meet my granddaughter
and immediately crouched down and did
what came natural
I was impressed
Someone I can see myself with
And even though he is divorced
and is free
He is in love with a woman
who just re-entered his life
So
Until he is single and wants to get together
he is good with that because his love is married
Until then we are two people who understand each other
Father it justs baffles me
We know each other since grammer school
Where is MY LOVE
My blessings bestowed upon us
I say thank you Father
Allow me to love
And be loved in return
By someone like Jimmy
Who gets me and I get him
We have such awesome conversations
It was interesting to watch Corissa be courious

To not want to die from is something only one who experiences
it


I have the time and desire to be with someone who will be
patient with me
Can I ask for that Father
Please in Jesus name
I ask this of you
Allow someone special in my life
Let me look into the eyes of anybody in the future
you put before me in the rest of my life left
Let me feel that spark
The butterflies in my tummy
everything I have heard of between two
who love each other
In Jesus name
This for me
And to take care of my babies
My dog
And my friends
Amen
Thank you God
Thank you Jesus
Thank you Mother Mary
As my granddaughter would say
AMEN
Thank You for my blessing
Love
Me