Originally Posted by bizi

I hope it is ok to post that I am at day 64 days alcohol free today......
if You look at my histories monthly journals then you know how much I drink when I was drinking...some times 12 drinks a night. mostly 4-6.
So when I decide to drink I binge drink and can't seem to moderate. It is definately easier to just decide to not drink for a period of time....FOR ME>
I can't seem to do moderation at this point in my life.
I am bipolar and I should not drink because of the meds that I take.
I lose weight when I don't drink....
138 this morning the lowest that i have been in years!
I am on the verge of hypomania and need to be very careful that I don't fall off the edge.
here is to staying sane....
bizi