
Debi
Days like today are hard. I know how you feel. I tried so hard not to think about "anniversaries" and "first times" without him there. It's hard not to do but you will notice it gets easier to deal with as time moves on.
Your kids sound wonderful. It's so nice to have family to lean on when you need support.
It was a real learning experience for me to realize just how much I depended on him for little stuff. Things you don't even think about or notice.....until you have to start doing them by yourself.

Now.....I'm Miss Independent and rarely ask for help.

Even though I need to at times I just don't want to be a bother to anyone.
I hope the shots give you some relief and you're up and around soon. You don't realize how much you do until you're told not to and have to ask someone else for help.