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Originally Posted by Lara
BJ, you did the right thing! You didn't do anything wrong.
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Thanks Lara. I don't know why I just feel so terrible about this whole thing. It didn't turn out the way I had hoped. I guess I'm just not used to opening up and that's why I have such stomach problems.
I keep everything inside and it festers and then I just lose it and do stupid things. June 12th was 20 years since Mark committed suicide and until I blurted it out here I didn't believe it happened. But now reality has sunk in...yes it did happen and yes I found him that morning.
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i shouldn't have posted about me. will update the wonderful thread kristin started.
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I hope you don't mean those words Curious. So, so many people care about all that you have going on right now and that's me included. I just can't find any words of comfort for what you're going through. But please know that I pray every night that God will see you through this
and that's from my heart.
And that's what I wanted this thread to be about just like Kristin started.