I called my insurance company about the special insurance yesterday and apparently the new quote has to come from a special system in the state of MA. The quote came up as twice what we pay now, not including the DUI. So, I have no idea how high my insurance is going to be, but It's going to be ridiculous.

My husband wanted me to wait until next month to get this insurance issue cleared up until next month, but that would delay my NH driving clearance by I don't know how long... and therefore my MA license restoration by a long time. I convinced him that we could do it earlier. It's the last thing I have to do to satisfy NH.

I got some way worse news yesterday, but I want to keep it to myself for now. I took an extra Klonopin... went up to 4mg... oh well... and got into bed and pulled the covers over my head for several hours to hide but couldn't sleep. I'm not depressed, it's just a situational issue and it's going to take some time before I get answers so I'll have to worry about it for a while.