I saw pdoc and she said my reactions are appropriate to the situations I am facing, but nonetheless things bear watching. No med changes, next appointment in a month unless something changes.

I just wanted to ice my cake a little more:

I caught something online about the driving class I just took. It turns out if they think you have a substance abuse problem, they will likely refer you to "aftercare." I out and out admitted I'm an alcoholic and I bet that didn't help. I think that's the real reason why they had me sign that consent form and are bouncing my case back to the org. where I had my intake done.

"Aftercare" usually consists of weekly appointments with substance abuse councilors and drug testing that can last weeks, even months, at your own expense. Of course all of this would happen in NH (I have no way of getting a regular ride there), and I would have to find a way to pay for it.

I could be wrong, but I think I'm pretty much screwed.

Forget about the rest of it. Lord only knows when any of those worries will be relevant.

Damn, I wish I was a liar.