i thank everyone for their advice. i have compassion as well and not all of my posts have been about myself. however, i am extremely offended, artist. i'm sorry if i haven't heeded everyone's advice and maybe i haven't done what i am "supposed" to do, but i thought that that was what this forum was about. i am scared. i have no one here that understands what i am going thru. why is it wrong that i write my fears and what is going on and ask questions?
how am i supposed to know EVERYTHING!!!
my illness is at a different degree than every single person on this forum. i don't minimize ANYONE'S pain or suffering. i have NEVER done that and i never would, but thank you for making me feel that way.
You get sick, cry in corners, come here and whinge, then ignore advice given, have an extremely prolonged exercise orgy and promptly put yourself back at square one by severely overdoing it. Then you get sick, and cry, and whinge and....etc etc...
if what you are trying to do is hurt my feelings, you've done it. thank you artist. i have 96 posts. you have almost 900. so if it takes me 900 posts to be so wise as you - i give up. thank you for turning me away. and you know NOTHING about my husband so don't make assumptions.
to everyone else, i truly apologize if i have offended you in any way. it was never my intention. ever. and i apologize to you, artist that i have been so insensitive in your eyes. but i feel that if you want to say these hurtful things for everyone to read instead of PMing me, then i offer you the same courtesy.
shalom