I am one of the lucky ones I guess it only took 1 pcp doctor and a trip to the emergency room. I have been suffering with this since September 5, 2015 since I fell. I haven't had any treatments yet but the doctor that was recommended has 3 out of 5 rating. Just like everybody else I fake to be happy. I have not lived since my fall. I am a prisoner in my head and in life. I miss a lot of work too. Luckily, I have a great boss, so I try to fake that I am normal. Do any of you drive? My pain is so bad that I don't trust myself behind the wheel. If it weren't for my love ones I would want to die as well. The pain makes you feel like you are going crazy. Please help?