Hi Bella,
Sounds like you have gone through major stress and some life transitions.
I am glad you are reaching out for support.
In addition to the epilepsy forum, you might find other forums helpful.
I enjoy some of the "fun" forums when I am needing some distraction and some fun. There are forums where we share music, movies, word games, photos of pets and wildlife... and more.
Hope to see you around the forums.
Warmly,
DejaVu