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Originally Posted by Ravenclaw
Still not feeling as sad as I should.
Everyone is gentle around me.
I cry, but don't feel as sad as I thought i would.
I mostly feel empty. And alone.
Like it's always been the two of us. And now I am alone.
It's not even his fysical presence I miss the most, it's the feeling inside me. Like something is gone from within my body and it is my heart or my soul or I don't know.
I feel so alone. I am not alone, but it's alone on a different level. I can't even explain.
I miss the sound of him breathing. And his smell. Everthing.
But I also feel dead inside. Or not dead, but broken.
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I am so sorry for your loss and feel your words physically in my heart and soul.
I lost my husband, Bubba, after 35 years of marriage, 2 months and 10 days ago on Aug 30th.
Our lives will never be the same again. Yours or mine.
I've lost others in my life but this is different. As you say, I am not alone but am alone.
Please take care of yourself.
Debi from Georgia