Hi Rita,
Welcome to NeuroTalk.
Your post touches my heart. I am so sorry you are having to cope with this huge challenge. I am also sorry you seem to be feeling a bit alone with this challenge. It's fantastic you are reaching out!
Please join us on any of the forums here. We share and laugh with one another on many different forums where we share music, hobbies, movies, jokes, word games, pictures of pets and wildlife, and more!
I hope to see you around the site.

DejaVu