I've decided to make things super-easy for myself:

I mailed letters to my pdoc and PCP explaining the form and what to do with it, and I enclosed self-addressed envelopes so they can mail them out directly to the organization. I also sent my consent forms back. I didn't even go to the post office- I left everything by the mailboxes at my apartment building for my postman to pick up today. This will take extra time, but I just don't care. I'm done on my end.

Mari, I'm not freaking out yet. I'm going to save that for when/if I hear word the eval will happen. I just know how I will react in that situation.

I have more pressing things on my mind.

I sent my cousin a sympathy card with the rest of the mail. It's so hard to pick the right one out. I opted for one that was very plain, so I could write my own message without Hallmark stepping in it. It's amazing how inappropriate some of them are.

I had a very low-key weekend. Yesterday's football game was AWESOME! It was a nail biter to the very end, but my team won. No beer cravings, but I did crave the non-alcoholic brew though lol. I don't know what to make of that, but I only had one.

On Friday and Saturday my husband actually asked me to make him an appointment for his back, but by Sunday he scratched the idea and was refusing intervention again. I can't make him do anything he doesn't want to do, but he can't go on like this.