Oh my dear Ravenclaw,

Your words described your feelings so well. I felt them. Yes, that robotic numbness of just not caring and wondering what is your purpose for going on. Your reason for living has gone and you are left empty, void of purpose.

I assure you that these feelings WILL fade in time. You will find another purpose, you will begin to care if you wake each day, but it does take time. It took me a VERY long time but each person has their own time table and response.

Thanks so much for posting and sharing your feelings. Just as the feelings you are having right now will not disappear over night, neither will we. We are here to be of any help we can while you mourn. The sun will shine again but you won't be able to see it until the clouds disappear.