Jesus I'm so scared how things are happening
so quickly
My whole right side of my body hurts to the touch
I cannot wear anything against my skin
It hurts and burns so badly
But explain the relief when I scratch the crap
out of my back
You know that counter pain
THE KIND OF PAIN THAT NEEDS TO BE SCRATCHED SO HARD
YOU SWEAR YOUR SKIN HAS COME OFF
WONDER WHAT I SCRATCH WITH WHEN IT COMES ON
MY PENCIL
and what I also notice is my back area upper
what we call our chicken wing that is the most
sensitive area
My sweet spot of neurological pain I cannot take
ANYTHING FOR
I remember when it first became an issue
Never knowing it was the beginning of my body
breaking down
I love in an area that is considered extremly toxic
NEW JERSEY HAS A STRIP CALL CANCER ALLEY
the factories along the NJ TURNPIKE
I watched the towers come down that is how close
I am to
the toxic air I breathed since coming I to this country
back in 1966 to date as I am still in the same area
The pain the pain
See my shrink today
Have so much to talk about
Be back later
All have a great day
Love
Me