Thank you Donna

It's okay Bizi...

There has been a lot of sadness in my life, but there have been and still are (to a lesser degree now), a lot of good things, too. I just wish I wasn't so isolated.

The last year has been HELL, but it has reminded me of how resilient I am...
I've been through a lot lately, my meds are still working well, and I think I've done a good job of redirecting myself recently. I keep in very close contact with pdoc and I'll reach out in case those meds do need tweaking. I'll make it through 2016 in one piece.

My husband is taking me to go get a new jacket tomorrow. The old one is from L.L. Bean. They changed the design, it's not exactly to my taste as far as I can tell over the internet, and it's $225. I want to hit Macy's first because they're having a sale. I don't want to spend $225, especially if I'm not in love with something. My husband is not going to have fun.

My pdoc's office just called to tell me she completed the med release and sent it out. I doubt my PCP's office will call to notify me. So far, I haven't heard from the drunk organization that I need that substance abuse evaluation. I'll take that as good news. I'm going to call next Friday to ask them if they've received all the paperwork they needed and notified the DMV and court, if I haven't already heard from them. It should be more than ample time. I'm still not rushing.

BTW I am 4mo sober today.