When will it just stop
Will that be when my heart stops
No more blood for that body
The air I breath to fill my lungs need the oxygen
to enrich my blood
It is harder to push the air out then it is taking in
Weird
But that from smoking
I don't smoke
It was fifty rather than forty
I couldn't affor it even if I wanted
What a disgusting habit
Disgusting

My faith in my doctors and what the fudge is going on
with this bruising and not to know what's happening
is certainly not where I want to be
Have been doing homework

NOT very good things are said when I tell the computer
what's happening
Takes me to several places
I'm too tired
Going to try and shut my eyes and get some sleep
Will return
Me