The joy
The fears
The family
There is this feeling
May it be the coming
But my God how sad you must be
Your children in constant war all over the world
Mothers and fathers bury them
All in the name of what

No one can deny
That there was a man who
Walked This earth
Was crucified while we watched
Dear Father
You sent the only son
Of the Father Himself
Your coming I await
When this will all mean nothing
As I will follow you into Glory
You will take us all into the kingdom of Heaven
In Jesus I trust
No one
Not a single soul
Can deny that the son of God
Was killed
Though rosé from the dead
To become one again with the Father
What a comfort in my being
To possibly meet ours Savior
May I sound nuts to many
This I believe
Noone can tell me of the interventions
that have happened in my life
And there is no doubt it was Jesus Christ

Dear father
As I write you know the pain I must endure
In one form or another

We will be having thanksgiving with my eldest child
All the family will be together
All of my children granddaughter
In-laws
My sons partner in life
My eldests husband
I must be nice to
I have no respect for him
He too is afraid my daughter
might just become a little bit more empowered
as she knows my life experiences to be true

Thank you Father for the blessings you bestow upon us
And so many of us are so blind to it all
As the human side does not stop and just think for one moment
the gifts we receive in our e v e r y d a y busy life
That one needs to stop and smell the roses
You get it

Father I as you continue to watch over my loved ones
Let them too feel you and your awesome presence
Father I ask you to heal me
Father I ask in your name
Allow someone special to enter into my life
And not see my disabilities
As men are so visual
I worry of the rejection I might receive
Having no breasts
I wish I never had the botched implants done
And gone with my gut
But no I listened to others who had
good intentions in their explanation
It is what I know is all Gods plan
And in the roughest of times it is then
We CRY OUT
JESUS PLEASE HELP ME
I know you are the way to our Father
As I trust in You
God the Father
Gon the Son
God the Holy Spirit
Mother Mary our mentor in many ways
Only a mother will understand

In closing
I would like to offer
My heartfelt love I have
Always received in my experience here on
NeuroTalk
This by chance I found
I don't think so
To all who come and share
On so many important topics
Blessings to you all
And may you to be able to see them
as we try to deal with our everyday challenges
we are inflicted with
Not by our choice
The knowledge
Invaluable
And real
Lets keep it real
Love
Me