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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Ohio
Posts: 941
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Ohio
Posts: 941
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Hi Ada! I am on an antidepresent called Effexor, xanax o.5 and .. Let me tell you, I was doing so "GREAT" until this darn RSD got to me! It sounds to me that your feeling guilty, Ada!! I too miss appointments, don't even want to go anywhere, because I just plain "DON'T feel Like it"! I know, I know, I should "kick my butt out the door, too" it's just I have accepted me and I could care less anymore what "other's think"! OMG.. my family.. ok, I have 1 brother(used to have a twin brother, he's in Heaven, now ) and a baby sis. who is Heaven, too Anyway ok, like I said, I have 1 brother and 4 sisters. They "keep telling me" well.. look at cancer patient's, you'll be alright. why are you taking this morphine.. don't take it.. run away from this new doctor, he will make a "junkie" out of you! Oh, man.. did I feel bad? angry? yes.. Yes and YES! we have a wedding coming up July 7th. Am I going?? Yep.. do I want to go? don't know yet?? LOL Hey, lady, your in control of "YOU" If I am having a bad day (wich is pretty much, a lot) I will tell my kids, my DH and who ever.. I do not want to be a people pleaser, and that is excatly what I was being!! follow me here now.. I am "Woman"! anyway, hang in there, do what is right for Ada! "Do "Your own thing sweetie" we are here for you! Love and Desi
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Love, Desi .
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