Hi catra,
I am glad you have posted.

We all need some support when we are in pain and feeling somewhat defeated.
I am sorry you have a torn rotator cuff.
I am glad your doctor has identified this injury, however.
I remember going through the emotional turmoil of needing time to recover and feeling like I was letting people down. I still do this to myself now and then, yet not as often as I did in the past.
I am guessing you would feel compassionate toward someone else in the same shoes. I hope you will allow yourself the same degree of compassion.
As Littlepaw has pointed out, your highest priority is your longer-term welfare, even if that means disappointing an employer for now.
I am praying you will obtain additional pain meds in perfect timing.
Be kind to YOU!

DejaVu