Thank you ladies

Adding the 50mg of Seroquel helped... No ugly imagery after that, but the intrusive thoughts are still there. It takes a lot to manage OCD symptoms and that's probably why I didn't see any changes to in the intrusive thought dept. I took 50mg Seroquel again today, hoping it helps again.
I'm not going to 100mg of Seroquel until I speak to pdoc. I'm afraid 100mg might bring me down and I certainly don't need that. I was wrong about the appt- it isn't until Friday, but I can hang in there.

I'm more anxious today. I think it's because a second call from my aunt to the ***** went unanswered and un-returned, and I know I'm probably going to have to call her myself. I'll consult my aunt again tonight, maybe tell her to leave a message saying that it's regarding my father's health/mental health and well-being and it's urgent she call back. Maybe that will make a difference and her call will be returned. "Hey, what's up?" ain't gonna do it.

I've been having other issues that I've chosen to keep private, and yesterday I found more on my already full plate.

I know I'm still stable because I'm still able to work through all of this with my best coping skills- using logic, denial, and data. Whatever works.