Dear Kiwi,

Losing a dear pet of many years is just hard! I am so sorry to hear of the loss of Susie. I, too lost a cat of 14 years this very same way and I remember how painful it was not having closure on what happened to her. It took me a long time to process her loss and of course it is natural to still miss them even years later.

We adopted a kitten fairly soon after, as my son of then 3 years old would stare out the window looking for our cat. I didn't feel ready yet but it was clear he needed a new kitty. She has been a priceless companion and I am grateful for her every day.

I think the kittens you are planning to get will be fantastic. Getting two is a great idea! Susie will never be replaced in your heart but the Love these two will bring will create their own new space alongside...

Best to you and the new family members. It's going to be exciting. Better get ready to video some cuteness!