Hi Dreif, Welcome to this forum! There are a number of wonderful people here that are here to offer great support and information while we all deal with this horrible syndrome. I am glad to here that you are not afraid to switch doctors knowing that you have not had any success over the years with your previous one. Although you feel bad that you have a difficult time dealing with the pain of CRPS, and it makes it feel difficult to be a parent, the best thing that you can do for your 4 boys and wife is just being able to be there for them and being able to put a smile on there face from time to time. I sure hope that your new PM is able to calm things down for you. Healing hugs