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Originally Posted by SamG11
Hey DejaVu!
Birthday was OK. Once again, would be wonderful if I was feeling better but other than that it was good.
Now for my school and spare time... I was just going to post a new message about this. I struggle with friends. I have countless friends in school, and everyone seems to love me, but Outside of school I have no one. I always see my "friends" on social media hanging out with each other and I never get asked to come. Every time I ask a couple of these "friends" I feel comfortable with to hangout they never answer or say they can't.
This has been going on since this all started, I don't know why.
It's really depressing, but i just keep thinking as soon as I feel better and my deepersonalizaion is gone everything will get better.
Now 1 more week away. Appointments on Tuesday next week.
Ughh I don't know. Life just keeps moving and I feel like I'm stuck in the mud.
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Dear Sam
I a fifty four year young woman
A mother of four grown children
I just introduced a family that did
have troubling times
It affected my son to the core
I was called "big bird"
Because I was one of two girls that were the tallest
of all our classmates
It was so difficult coming into a country
Starting school and not have anybody understand me
or what I was saying
this started in kindergarten
Im so glad I could be in a situation with my kids and help them
to empower themselves
And I am TRUELY so sorry it is happening to you
But I want to ask you a very important question
And I understand your a kid that SHOULD BE HAVING
FUN WITH HIS CLASSMATES
do you really want to hang with that crowed of people who
rather not deal with a young man having some struggles
Stigmas a poopy thing
You find those who have compassion
You find those
who are interested in the real you
And not forget you are still a human being
Who is trying to find his places I this cruel world
of NEGITIVE people
You know how to remove
that kind of stuff in your life
And don't look back
YOU are a polite extremely articulate
thaughtful young man
Who has the world ahead of yourself
once your doctors figure out
What's up
You stay strong
And keep sharing
Love
Me