Well I'm feeling hopeful yet scared. I'm going to the cleveland clinic right now its not till Aug 7 but she said probably will be earlier because they almost always get cancels to there pain clinic. Its 5 days a week for 3-5 weeks. I have to go to the assesment but if accepted which she said since I have had every test,tried many meds,pt with no relief and still have most days in bed will be accepted. I'm nervous but feel hopefull that they can help me get the tools to get back to life and learn how to manage the pain with therapies/treatments/better non narcotic meds. I have been fearful in the past because most are just a day and then they send you home and I get worse where the vicadin and other meds doesn't relieve the pain. So this is daily and for awhile to be able to follow up on me. I want to live my life and am sick of this living in my bed and on a good day doing errands.I try to push on my own and do random errands now but the cycle I'm in of the extreme pain and having been in bed most of the days for the 5 months or maybe more now is making it so hard.Also that all my docs here and treatment are not moving forward at all. It seems worse then when began all of this. So I will keep you updated and pray they get an earlier opening.