Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I am to receive today

I have to see oncologists about a unknown problem
that has come to visit
The unexplained reasons of the bruises from
inflamed vein to then burst and leave huge bruises
I a afraid of clots traveling
My calves toes fingers and hands cramp and contort into
deformity and it hurts so badly
I am scared to the core
Jesus hold my hand as I am ordered to see a hematologist
My oncologist will take care of me
Pictures I have to show the doctors of hand and foot bruised
Pray I don't throw a clot
This is not a thought
This is reality
Jesus I need you
Blessings of good news
With such troubling scary ideas
running and running
wild in this brain of mine
God let nothing else be happening
that I feel be any terrible news
Please in Jesus name
Amen

To all a Merry Christmas
And safe travels
Love
Men