Father
Brother
Mother Mary


Thank you for what I am to receive today

May I send your message
with ever it is I am in contact with
Help me spread the word of You through
Our Brother Your son through Mother Mary
Who must have suffered many unbelievers
Gabriel and all the other Angels have been sighted
Us who haven't been so gifted to be visited by such
grand urs
Who are we to say anything
I can tell you this
At the age of sixteen
I wanted to kill myself
I began to starve myself
Thought I would make them (my parents)
SUFFER
AS THEY MADE ME SUFFER THE UNTHINKABLE
I turned to the book
And asked you one last time
"Give me a reason to live"
I randomly opened the book
Randomly not looking
allowed my finger to point
to my answer

The answer was this
Psalms 6
Verses 6 thru 10

I have believed since then

Since then I left my home never looked back
The oldest of three girls
A mother who threw her two children to
the curb
Literally
A mother who could not be there for my
her 47 year old daughter who has been at
this woman's side as a good daughter would
I did my share
No more
Couldn't go to the last dr appointment before a complete
hysterectomy
Not a peep when I had my both breasts taken off
Now where was she
Taking care of elderly people in her community
Something she has no business doing
She had I'm not sure now
Knee surgery or hip surgery
That be replacement
And I'm not sure because her live in ex-husband also
had one or the other
So I think the picture is made

Let me feel your blessed touch
And heal my soul Father
In Jesus I trust
Amen
To all a Merry Christmas
And many more
Love
Me