thank you so much. i am really scared. i will try your suggestions. On thursday the rabbi talked about two psalms. on wednesday night the rabbi's wife talked about rebecca and sarah and on tuesday the ethics of our fathers was talked about. the appetite is overwhelming. today i will try just to have eggs. i thought i would try not to have coffee but i already have had two. the klonopin isn't touching the anxiety. I was too cheap to buy apples because they were at least one dollar an apple. yesterday i had pastry that stella gave me. i told her i had no will power and not to buy me pastries but she doesn't listen and she knows i am very upset about my weight and diabetes.
bobby