I will tell stella the alcoholic analogy..maybe then she will get it. her father was an alcoholic.
yesterday there was a homeless women sleeping upright on the bench down the street. cecilia put fifteen or twenty dollars by her head. it was so touching.
i sent flora the email and mentioned how important my soul was to me. she still has anger towards her dead younger brother who alienated her from his children.
I forgot what i wrote before but i wrote her that my soul was more important than the crumbs my sister gave me and i am trying to just focus on that rather than all the bad things.
I woke up really depressed again. I did lose weight. I am debating whether or not to go to the senior center and just have eggs and apples at night.
i probably won't call the agency for extra help because i had to take money out of my annuity because i am 71 and i think that put me over the threshold. I just will be especially careful not to spend extra money. my binging on things i think has past.
I will write stella right now. thank you so much
bobby