Hi all,



It hurts me on the inside to even right this. But I'm extremely disappointed that the results came back fine.


At least, the thyroid and the adrenal. I do have a vitamin D deficiency but I have looked everywhere and It seems to have no correlation with my symptoms/depersonalization. I will still take my vitamin d supplements, to see if it helps. But even if it did it would take months.



I'm not even sure what to do anymore. I thought I had a psychical issue going on. I'm at a loss for words. Cried as soon as the nurse told me everything was normal. I told her how I cant bear it anymore and she said she will tell the doctor.




Nothing adds up anymore. I think I'm going to call my pediatrician to see what he thinks again. He believes I have a mental disorder, but I just dont see how that's what it could be.


I have had this for over a YEAR, and it came on suddenly. I never used to be anxious or stressed, no traumatic events as a child, nothing. The anxiety came afterwards when this appeared suddenly and when I realized it wont go away.



No friends
Grades dropping
Feel horrible all the time
Nothing seems real

Whats next?