I'm glad your thinking and memory are sharp Bobby (that's something I miss at baseline). I hate to sound like a broken record, but if you're totally honest with your pdoc, he may be able to come up with a better med plan, different than the one you're on. Your anxiety certainly needs to be addressed.
You have been through so very much the last few months. Anxiety can present such challenges to how we react to life events, and the speed at which we can heal. And it can sabotage us, in forms such as binging.
I hope that the creatine can offer you a degree of the antidepressant benefits that Mari cited in her post.
Please be kind to yourself, and hang in there. You are stronger than you realize.


Kay