hi Debi. thank you for sharing your beautiful story. i am glad you went out to dinner with your daughter and ex-daughter in law. i hope you had a wonderful time. and you will always have wonderful memories of your husband to make you smile and to let you know that he is still with you. just keep taking it one day at a time and know that you are not alone because you have your NT family id here to lean on for caring support. i am sending soft hugs to you my friend.