Please...I simply need to say one or two things here,and then the administrators will close this thread immediately at my request.

Firstly, I so need to apologise for my explosive outburst which has had such a disruptive knock on effect here.It was out of character and by my own standards,I have fallen way short. I was going to write [,prior to reading the overwhelming and humbling thread,started by Thelma,which indeed displayed such warmth and affection by all who posted ] that all I could hope for is that you would be generous enough to put this uncharacteristic public display of anger, to one side and forgive me.
Many of you have done just that and I thank you so much for your kindness and understanding.

I must also say how sad I am that the moderators who have been nothing but supportive and indeed,non judgemental,have become caught up in this .
They have acted with both parties interests at heart and have intervened only when asked.I extend my apologies and regret in their quarter also.

It is ironic that having requested my "flood" thread be closed at the risk of masking other important pd issues,I have blown it BIG TIME !!!!

I simply lost the plot. I am sorry.

And now I wish to find some sense of peace and calm and sincerely wish all of you on here the same.

Love
Steff
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