welcome to this forum that no one really wants to be a part of. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this Ashley.

As I have said many times, if someone is hell bent on ending their lives there really isn't anything you can do to stop them. You can love them as you obviously do but you can change their choice.

He obviously thinks the quality of his life isn't worth living. I pray that you can accept what ever happens and just continue to love him through it.

you are both in my prayers.