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Originally Posted by Diandra
"and it does not feel good
unknown pains
no answers
nothing clear
just not feeling better in any way
under my right arm
feels bruised inside
it's the bag that i let be done to me
i should have gone with my gut and not have anything
such as the balloons in my chest
the pain is from a plastic bag"
Dear Eva,
I pray for you often.
So sorry to hear you are dealing with this.
Have you spoken to your oncologist or surgeon about the pain you are experiencing from your implant?
At a breast cancer support group I sometimes attend, a woman who feels as you do, that she, perhaps, should not have done implants after her breast cancer surgery, had hers removed because she was feeling so uncomfortable. She said she feels better physically but even more important, emotionally.
I know you have many health issues and it is hard to find the time or emotional stamina to research but there is a site called www.breastcancer.org where you can research people's questions and answers, just like this site. You can also join and post your own questions.
There is also the Susan Komen site that is very helpful
http://ww5.komen.org/
Eva, I had breast cancer too and use a prosthesis. I generally wear loose clothing or vests and almost never use the prosthesis unless I have to get dressed up( which is RARE) or wear a sweater. It really is not a bad option.
Please PM me if you want to talk about any other details.
I feel so bad you are suffering.
Take care, my friend,
Diandra
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thank you my dear friends
yes my oncologist is the one who ordered the
sonogram of the remaining tissue for my annual check up
i will still get annual check ups
when checking me the radiologist came in and assured all was well
that it was the implant causing the pain
and when i had my last surgery
that being the bags going in
this surgery botched also
my left one has formed a "double bubble"
it needs surgery to fix it
here is the darn thing
as i was getting ready to have the job done
i told the surgeon this will be the last time i go under willingly
i will never have surgery again
i used the pain unnecessary but there
it is all the independent things going on at once
it tooooo much like today
the weather stinks
rain and snow
i'm just crippled with the pains
my doctors are becoming complacent
it all just be a routine day for them
i hope either one of them will pursue why
my veins are swelling in my hands and feet
to the point they burst and then the bruising
no answers
15 pages of read of results
all is great
yet what is causing it
you know what i mean
my example may have been poor
it all was horribly done
me