You are going through so much yet in spite all, you are being quite successful. congratulations. I am sorry you can't have any furry creatures to give you comfort. I live for mine. They are the center of my universe. I wonder if i should join the forum. when i have the urge to binge now it is overwhelming. I try to have hardly anything in the apartment. right now i have broccoli and yams.
I almost broke down again yesterday and called up for chinese food. I had turkey hotdogs instead...the whole package.
I am glad you are taking good care of yourself. I don't blame you about the therapist. there are so few good ones and the others can wind up being so painful. Post here more. This helps me big time. are you taking anything for your anxiety? I take klonopin but it doesn't work that well now after all these years.
take care
bobby