I have contacted people. Called two crisis hotlines this morning. They don't understand PCS.

I understand the limitations of an online support group but I don't know where else to turn.

I have an appointment with a therapist tomorrow. He is well versed in tbi so maybe that will be some help.

I'm trying with all my strength to not have self pity but it's very difficult right now. This isn't who I am at all. I don't know myself anymore. All these actions I couldn't imagine in a million years before I really started feeling this way. It's not self pity but more of an admission that I can't go on like this. I won't make it much longer.