I've been asking my husband for over a week to let his boss know that he has to be out early today so that he can take me to my appointment that's scheduled for 4:30. Last night he said he still hadn't, but it was no problem because he'd be home long before then…
He called me about a half hour ago to say he was on his way to another job. I told him it would cost me $100 to cancel and reschedule the appointment. He asked where the appointment was (because he obviously never listens to me). He could have declined the job and said he had an appointment, but didn't.
I've been forbidden to take UberTaxi because he said it's not safe, but I'm going to have to go that route today.
Between being furious at him for canceling on me at the last minute and having to get into a car with a stranger using a service I've never used to go to an appointment I'm already freaked out about, my anxiety is so high I'm climbing the ****ing walls right now!!!
I never take klonopin this late in the day, but I have no choice. I can't handle this feeling!