I want to kick it to the curb like I have been
and took it by the horns
road that rough bumpy ugly place for long enough
Darn i did it without a someone walking around the house with a towel wrapped around them
Again
I bring this up because it really was something I decided at a very young age twenty four single and had a job to do and raise my babies
I followed through
No regretting
Can they not at least understand and let that be enough
I cannot be asked for anymore than I have already given of myself to a fault
Is it that what really gets to me way deep down
What the heck is my shrink for
And what he said was
You are left with suffering when I explained what happened
Suffering
As if I do not understand
Am I not blind deaf or closed minded
I have fought so hard along this road called
"Life on life terms"
No school for it
Learn as you go
I would like to think I have been taught well
I would pay very close attention to what mattered
I forgot
Me