I am so sorry you had such a rotten week. That business with falling would've set anybody off. As if going to the neurologist isn't stressful enough. Getting hurt and feeling like a spectacle isn't fun at all.
And then the grocery store couple after that? No wonder you were triggered. It is a real loss which requires real grieving. How could you not feel sad? I feel sorry for myself just thinking about how it would've been going through that.
I get sad too, Denise. Even with all the gains I have made I am sometimes just so tired of it and wish my foot wouldn't hurt at all, not any, zilch, nada. And you know me with my Pollyanna attitude. Periodic grieving is just something we have to do. I think it's healthy to give it a voice and acknowledge it. Holding in tears never helped anybody, it's bound to mess up your sinuses or something.
I hope you have a better week coming up. I am sending thoughts of peace and comfort, as well as many hugs,