Having the courage to let go and move on
As change continues to happen
And the world goes round and round
To pick myself up brush up a bit and continue to just do
Things have changed in very big ways
I will remain as sturdy as I can
I have no wish to be in habitual pain of any kind
I can go through life bitter at it all but I won't
It will not get the better of me
The night coming to an end
As this flare up and bad weather has kept me in bed for most my time up
Forcing myself the routine I go through every morning after I psych meditation take the meds that start a new day
Looking forward to better weather
Found a walking partner
Will give it my best every morning
Then as the weather warms I can take it into water
I tend to feel better when march hits
Yeah seasonal depression another one
I want do much to grab this mental burden and just bury it
This to o will take time
And pray it too shall pass
I will have walked away from my family for the first time
So there again
Never say never
To a better way of handeling this burden
Much of it did not have to happen
Or did it
I shall do my very best
Me