Blazed,
Your story breaks my heart. I hope there is something/someone that can bring you relief.
There is a known combination of two items commonly used in LDN compounding which can cause the exact reaction you describe.
http://naturallysavvy.com/eat/this-i...te-is-so-scary.
LDN can be compounded into a transdermal cream. I have read that it is made specifically for children who can not ingest LDN.